“Your tongue is a rudder.
It steers the whole ship.
Sends your words past your lips or keeps them safe behind your teeth.
But the wrong words will strand you.
Come off course while you sleep.
Sweep your boat out to sea or dashed to bits on the reef.”—“Play Crack The Sky” Brand New
I love and appreciate the time I get to spend with you. I love spending days with you.
I love that you act weird, and are comfortable being weird with me. I love the retarded conversations we have. I love your quirks and our inside jokes. I love the way we distract each other. I especially love that face you give me when I change the channel to SoapNet around 2pm =P
I look forward to being with you for a very long time. Because you’re special, amazing, gorgeous, pretty, beautiful, handsome, sexy, hot, spectacular, terrific, great, exceeding my expectations, almost perfect and everything I want.
I don’t want to lose you, because you’re the one good thing that’s happened in over a year. That terrifies me too. What am I going to do if I lose you? I can’t lose you. Because you’re kind of my last shot at this.
“It’s been said that there’s one word that will free us from the weight and the pain of life. And that word is love. And I believe that. That doesn’t mean that it hasn’t been hard, or that it won’t be. It just means that I’ve found a stillness and a bravery in myself when I’m with you. You make me brave. And I will love you until the end of time.”—One Tree Hill (via oth-quotes)
4. failed a class. 5. kissed a boy. 6. kissed a girl. 7. used a little paper bag for lunch. 8. had a job. 9. slipped on ice. 10. missed the school bus. 11. left the house without my wallet. 12. bullied someone on the internet. 13. sexted. 14. had sex in public. 15. played on a sports team. 16. smoked weed. 17. smoked cigarettes. 18. smoked a cigar. 19. drank alcohol. 20. watched “The Breakfast Club” 21. been overweight. 22. been underweight. 23. had an eating disorder. 24. been to a wedding. 25. made fun of someone for being fat. 26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight. 27. watched tv for 5 hours 28. been late for work. 29. been late for school. 30. kissed in the rain. 31. showered with someone else. 32. failed my drivers test. 33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes. 34. been outside my home country. 35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours. 36. had lice. 37. gotten my heart broken. 38. had a debit card. 39. been to a professional sports game. 40. broken a bone. 41. been unhappy about my weight. 42. won a trophy. 43. cut myself. 44. had an STD. 45. got engaged. 46. been on a diet. 47. tried out to be on a tv show. 48. rode in a taxi. 49. been to prom. 50. played a drinking game. 51. stayed up for 24 hours or more.
52. been to a concert. 53. had a three-some. 54. had a crush on someone of the same sex. 55. been in a car accident. 56. had braces. 57. learned another language. 58. killed an animal. 59. been at a yard sale. 60. been to a japanese steakhouse. 61. wore make up. 62. talked to someone via webcam 63. lost my virginity before I was 16. 64. had my wisdom teeth taken out. 65. kissed someone a different race than myself. 66. snuck out of the house. 67. bought porn. 68. had a virus on my computer. 69. had oral sex. 70. dyed my hair. 71. gone skinny dipping. 72. graduated from college. 73. wore someone else’s clothes. 74. voted in a presidential election. 75. rode in an ambulance. 76. rode in a helicopter. 77. caught the stove on fire. 78. got in a fight. 79. met someone famous. 80. been on vacation. 81. been on an airplane. 82. been on a boat. 83. broken something expensive. 84. had surgery. 85. kissed someone before I was 14. 86. beat a video game. 87. found something valuable on the ground 88. made a survey 89. stalked someone on facebook/myspace. 90. prank called someone. 91. been to a library outside of school. 92. spent over $100 shopping in one day. 93. cut my hair and hated it. 94. peed outside. 95. went fishing. 96. helped with charity. 97. taken a pregnancy test. 98. been rejected by a crush. 99. been suspended from school. 100. broken a mirror.
“if you’re sick of cradling and dragging around my injuries, you can just say fuck right off. It’s better than not knowing, or if you’re just as scared as me, if that’s what it’s about, please let me find out”—“Crush On Everyone” by Onelinedrawing
what we needed to know Like how to deal with despair or someone breakin your heart For twelve years I’ve held it all together but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart I played it quiet left you deep in conversation I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would And now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could
Everyone’s caught on to everything you do Everyone’s caught on to…
As if it happening wasn’t enough I got to go and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked Ignore the sun, covers over my head Wrote a message on my pillow that says “Jesse, stay asleep in bed” Don’t apologize (I hope you choke and die!) Search your cell for something which to hang yourself They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven But they don’t tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to Hell!
Everyone’s caught on to everything you do Everyone’s caught on to… Everyone’s caught on to (and I can’t let you let me down again) everything you do Everyone’s caught on to… (and I can’t let you let me down again)
So is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause I’ve seen more spine on jellyfish I’ve seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids Have another drink and drive yourself home I hope there’s ice on all the roads And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield
Is that what you call tact? You’re as subtle as a brick in the small of my back So let’s end this call and end this conversation And is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say “best friends” means friends forever
Is that what you call a getaway?!! Tell me what you got away with!! Cause I’ve seen more spine on jellyfish!! I’ve seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids!! Have another drink and drive yourself home!! I hope there’s ice on all the roads!! And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt then when your head goes through the windshield!!
(I can’t let you let me down again) Everyone’s caught on to everything you do (and I can’t let you let me down again) Everyone’s caught on to… (I can’t let you let me down again) Everyone’s caught on to everything you do (and I can’t let you let me down again) Everyone’s caught on to…
If we’re having a conversation and we don’t say anything for 5-10 mins, there is a good chance I will log off. Why, you may ask… I’VE GOT BETTER SHIT TO DO THAN WAIT FOR YOUR REPLY
DO NOT proceed to text me asking if something is wrong or if I am annoyed with you.
BECAUSE THEN, I will suddenly become annoyed at your accusation and with you.
I mean, seriously, you only talk to me when you want to complain. You never care about what’s going on with me. It’s all about you. Our entire “friendship” it’s always been about YOU. What YOU want, YOUR problems, and advice YOU need from me.